"Have You Ever Felt This Way?"
You might have thought that I'm in love...right?
When they ignore me I think to myself that they ignored me because my voice was too low or simply because I wasn't heard. Or they were mad at me for something I did wrong. Every time they look at me like I did something really wrong I start to get guilty and blame myself for doing bad things(that I don't really know if I did). Every time I smile and they don't smile back I get too nervous. When I call their name
And it was really unfair in the part of my siblings. TOO UNFAIR... I feel too disgusted of myself...well...maybe I'm already exaggerating this one. I'm already not used to people ignoring me. Before
I just couldn't tell them how I feel. They might think I'm too emotional. That I cry over small things. I just couldn't bring myself to take a risk and tell them that I hated it when they make
Sometimes I hate myself for doing things they make me do. But I just couldn't make myself to rufuse when they make me do something. I would always tell them that I was ok. I also didn't want them to bother about me. They've got a lot of things to think ab
Actually I'm too "Confused!!" lol. I think I'm just blabbering about things. I don't even know what I really feel about some things anymore.
Hmmm..I think that's the end of it...If I feel bad again I might add something to this post...
"In this world I need to be shown
I’ve got no place to call my own
I’m all by myself
No one can help
I’m dead inside
No place to hide
In this world I need a friend
I’ve got no one on which to depend
I need some help
My silent yelp
It can’t be heard
It’s just one word"